"And the next week?" I asked.So what did I do? I had one treatment left for yesterday. So I did nine breaths.
"He didn't say. He wants to take it slow," she said. "You will call us right away if there are problems?"
"Of course I will call you right away," I said (both she and I knowing I did not call the last time).
I did not die nor was I up all night with symptoms. I did not start wheezing nor did I have a coughing fit.
But one word fits what I did: foolish.
I am better educated than most regular medical patients about my disease. I imagine I am a handful for Doc. To pretend I am just a patient and ignorant (and to be perfectly clear: no, not all patients are ignorant) is not part of my nature. The wisdom of doctors not treating themselves should apply here, too.
I vow to follow Doc's plan with my mouth firmly shut. It is a matter of life and death.
Later, Dude.
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