... out of mind.
Of course if I stay hidden all day, what do I expect? You have to give to get. I fail that requirement. I have fallen into this pattern of self-abuse. Ignoring everyone and then wondering why no one cares. I put myself out there again, then hide some more. Insecurities abound.
Today I am so sore I hardly can move. When I cough my tailbone hurts. I canceled lunch with Boopie and Alex.
The curtains hang again. The kitchen seems more friendly.
Dude.
Later.
I have been so worried about you!!! I care! So very much!! There are lots and lots of us that care. Please don't hide!
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(((Hugs)))
I may not leave comments on your blog too often, but I have been reading and I worry about you. I do care about you, Cindy. I pray for you every day. I wish there was something I could do to help you not feel the way you do, but it's not ultimately up to me. All I want you to know is that I am here for you any time! Please feel free to call me or IM me if you see me on. You're not bothering me, honest!! Love you! HUGS!
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