Monday, December 25, 2017

No cheer this year

Another Christmas alone. The choice was mine. I wish I felt differently. Maybe being alone is akin to cutting myself.

If I could, I would sleep and then sleep some more. The problem: sleeping does not change life. Life just moves along without you. Then you have to catch up and in doing so, you have to face what you avoided when you slept.

You cannot run away from yourself.