Saturday, July 17, 2010

Raindrops falling from my eyes

I got my feelings hurt tonight. Someone ignored me, though maybe not intentionally.

The snub (at least in my mind) sent me spiraling into a blue funk. Self-doubt and sadness clung to me like a crying cranky 3-year-old.

I shed tears for you. Or perhaps I cried for myself. I need the comfort you offered me. I wish I could explain to others just how or what. But I cannot even make sense of it myself.

I find myself following the path you took. Have I shut myself off so well no one will approach me? I am sure some view me as a misanthropic Miss Havisham. Normal people don't act like this. I may frighten some. I do not mean to. I am sad, that is all.

Sometime later, dude.

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