Elixir

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TU7JjJJZi1Q

Today I am at a loss for words. They lodge somewhere in my brain; I catch glimpses of them occasionally. I beg, I threaten, I cajole.

My day promises challenges. First a visit with doc. My cough, though still around, has lost intensity. I hate to waste his time if I recover on my own. I am going to ask for a referral, though.

I am meeting former colleagues for lunch. Once there I will be OK, I think. But the thought makes me anxious somehow. The way a crowded room can close in on me sometimes.

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I miss you, dude.

Later.